Friday, April 10, 2015

My First "Love"

She drained my energy, I was a slave
to her, the human counterpart 
to her relationship with Facebook,
Vine and Soda Crush. I made up for the fact
that the screen in her hands could not fold
laundry or satisfy her sex addiction. I slipped 
away from her grubby palms, and she grabs
the air for me, tugging at the threads connected
to my heart beat. "I know you better than you
know yourself," she whispers. "We're soul mates,
being with me is inevitable." I sit up, sweat
dripping down my back, trying to catch
my breath and tear myself back to my bed,
the quilt I lay underneath. I beg her to move
on. Her ears are taped shut, a political statement
she claims. Her claw-less fingers rake at my skin
and implants her own cells. My body repulses,
shakes and seizes. My hands are black 
from the metal of the bars that contain me.


Short Poems

Webs of Fear
We are always afraid of something,
Our parents catching us in the cookie jar,
Teachers collecting the homework we never touched.
Hurting ourselves doing that one thing we were told not to,
Getting caught in the bedroom of our girlfriend by her father.
Pregnancy at a young age.
That midterm, the final.
Death.
And spiders.
Especially spiders.






Inevitable
Maybe you cried at birth
because you knew that from
that second onward you would spend
the rest of your life growing up.






Flowers and a Love poem
She throws a plate at your head,
ducking, it soars past your shoulder.
You hated its floral print anyway.
Picking up the phone
you order Chinese food for two.






5lbs 3oz, 1ft 6in
We measure babies
like we measure the fish
we catch because we all swim
in the same ocean of life.
But most importantly,

we all grow up shitting ourselves.


C.K. Fulfer