Showing posts with label abuse. Show all posts
Showing posts with label abuse. Show all posts

Friday, April 10, 2015

My First "Love"

She drained my energy, I was a slave
to her, the human counterpart 
to her relationship with Facebook,
Vine and Soda Crush. I made up for the fact
that the screen in her hands could not fold
laundry or satisfy her sex addiction. I slipped 
away from her grubby palms, and she grabs
the air for me, tugging at the threads connected
to my heart beat. "I know you better than you
know yourself," she whispers. "We're soul mates,
being with me is inevitable." I sit up, sweat
dripping down my back, trying to catch
my breath and tear myself back to my bed,
the quilt I lay underneath. I beg her to move
on. Her ears are taped shut, a political statement
she claims. Her claw-less fingers rake at my skin
and implants her own cells. My body repulses,
shakes and seizes. My hands are black 
from the metal of the bars that contain me.


Wednesday, December 10, 2014

Orphan Boy in the Arcade

He inserts his last quarter into the Pac-Man Machine,
bouncing on his tip-toes, his sneakers slap his heels
like flip-flops. Duct tape poorly covers holes
in the middle of his sweatshirt, elbow skin flashing
with the movement of his skinny arms
as he moves the joystick, avoiding another Ghost.
Skin black with dirt where his knee shows under
ripped blue jeans.

I never asked his name.
We formed a routine each morning,
he would wait for me as I raised the gate
to the small arcade, lights on,
radio set low as we exchanged money.
He never failed to show with a twenty,
a return of eighty quarters in a large green
bowl, his hands much too small to handle
the change on his own. He would immediately
return to his Pac-Man game and insert
the first quarter, toes his only support
in reaching the joystick and white buttons.
I checked all the consoles in the shop
before dragging a chair over to the boy
who was happy to kneel on the cushion
and rest his feet.

At lunch I would pull out
a turkey and swiss sandwich, Doritos
and a few Oreos. I’d call over the orphan
boy to share my stash before we both
resumed to our posts.
No words exchanged,
silence was all we needed,
a mutual understanding of space
and hunger was the building blocks
to our companionship.

The beeps of the game fill the room,
the boy could lose now or in ten minutes,
either way I need to close shop when he finishes.
A woman of medium stature stumbles
into the arcade, paper sack concealing
bottle cradled to her chest. I open my mouth,
utter an objection of her entrance and the time
but she flicks a dirtied palm in my direction.
She yanks the boy off the blue chair,
his sneakers drag across the dark
galaxy carpeting as his eyes widen.
The orphan didn’t resist, he knew
not to get in the way of a mother

and the child she cradled in her arms.